A few days ago, as I drove home from my new job, I saw a woman in the neighboring car hang her arm out the window to swing up on waves of drafts and then back down again in that carefree way I recall doing during childhood summer car rides.
Over the hours that followed, I thought long and deeply about the posture of open hands and arms that should follow us through life. That inspired the following poem. I hope reading it now blesses you.
When the doctor caught me, bloody,
My spindly arms stretched wide.
I had nothing to hide.
And I cried out, my first
World-heard noise of joyful
Praise, my first outward day,
My first way to humanly sing
Holy, holy, holy.
When the sun drenched me, glowing,
My hands automatically lifted high.
My heart rejoiced at the sight
Of sky blue, domed bright above,
And I reached up in love,
As my child soul sang on cue,
My whole body open to echos of
Holy, holy, holy.
When tears soaked me, trembling,
My arms, hands relaxed their clenching.
My young adult mind stopped insisting
I had all the answers, was fine on my own.
And I opened my hands to receive
Life, anew, outpoured upon me
When I grasped His gift and whispered
Holy, holy, holy.
When the light woke me, peaceful,
My arms were still open, embracing
The husband who’d loved me, facing
Me in beautiful, faithful shamelessness.
And I thanked Heaven for reminders
Of redeemed ones who seek Him firstly
So that even our loving now rings with
Holy, holy, holy.
When my life ebbs one day, future,
And you sit beside me-feeble,
Please speak words of praise over me.
Turn my cool hands upward and
Spread my arms to welcome passage,
Returning me to childhood — to infancy —
The places where I so sweetly knew
Holy, holy, holy.
For when I fly to glory, yonder,
I will stand again in sunlight
And twirl in angel circles, but
Now robed well in crispest white.
And I’ll turn to bow before —
And then embrace — my soul’s lover
With hands open, arms stretched wide.
Holy, holy, holy!